Slipped Masks - Man …
or wolf … or both?
When
readers ask me how I settled on the plot of my novel, Slipped Masks, the
last part of the 1916 poem, The Road Not Taken, by Robert Frost, comes
to mind:
Two
roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I
took the one less traveled by,
And
that has made all the difference.
In
the first draft of Slipped Masks, I told the story from the point of
view of a detective, hired by the family of one of his victims. The detective chased
the murderer, found the dead bodies, and theorized over what happened and the
killer’s motives.
I
completed an outline and hit a block before I even began to write the first
draft.
The
problem was telling the story this way felt like the road often traveled
in this genre: a killer pursued, tracked, eventually captured, his motives
revealed.
This
earlier version also lacked a presentation of everything pathologically wrong
with the killer. I wanted to go to a deeper, darker level than just the
discovery of his crimes.
I
wanted to get into the killer’s mind and have him narrate his own story to the
reader, through the eyes of a man who truly believed he could shapeshift.
Writing
the story from this perspective was the road less traveled by.
So,
I started over. Scrapped the idea of the pursuing detective, and told the story
from Casey Byrne’s first-person standpoint.
The
two main themes of Slipped Masks are Clinical Lycanthropy and Malignant
Narcissism.
Clinical Lycanthropy … all in the mind?
Clinical Lycanthropy is the rare but real
delusion that a human can shapeshift into a wolf.
This
presents the reader with two questions:
1.
If you were insane … would you know it?
2.
How would you see the world if you were convinced you could transform into a
wolf?
The origins can be found in folklore, mythology, and
superstition, with numerous books and movies on the subject.
The condition is now recognized as a form of
psychosis, a manifestation of schizophrenia, among other psychological
disorders, where the fractured mind and psyche can’t differentiate between
reality and hallucination.
A human can’t transform into an animal.
We
know it’s impossible.
It’s
pure fiction.
Unreal.
However,
for those afflicted with Clinical Lycanthropy it is very real.
Pause
and consider …
As
you read this, you are most likely sitting in a room.
Take
a moment to look away from this page.
Look
around your room.
You
are aware of your surroundings.
Temperature.
Light
from either a window, or bulb.
Time
of day (or night).
If you are sitting, you
will be aware of the seat cushion beneath you, behind your back, and your arm
on the rest.
Sensation of the
clothes you wear.
Scents.
Sounds.
Each breath you take.
Your sense of self.
Voice of your inner
thoughts.
You are fully aware of
the world around you and each passing moment.
This is your reality.
How confident are you
that everything you see, hear, and feel … is real?
Now consider those
afflicted with Clinical Lycanthropy.
Sufferers
of this pathological syndrome describe the sensation of their muscles, tissues
and bones reshaping. Reconfiguring. The process being intensely painful.
Agonizing. Fur sprouting on their bodies, then shedding as they transform back
to human form.
They have also described
enhanced, super-human abilities:
Hearing and sight.
Night vision.
Thermal vision.
Speed and strength.
Ability to scale walls
and defy gravity.
Fast-healing wounds.
Immortality.
They feel, sense, see,
all of it.
This is their reality.
In other cases,
sufferers reported shape-shifting into different animals or birds.
To some, it’s a way of hiding
from the world.
A different species.
A different form.
A disguise.
A mask.
Casey Byrne, as
volatile, formidable, sadistic, and lethal as he is, also uses physical and
psychological masks.
His deep-rooted inadequacy
leads to frustration at the world around him.
He is preoccupied with
fantasies of stardom, wealth, power, and fame.
Unable to comprehend
that other people have wants and needs of their own.
His narcissistic rage
is triggered when others won’t go along and be subservient to his every whim.
When Byrne doesn’t get
his own way, he violently lashes out.
He is selfish, petulant,
and infantile.
His sense of
entitlement is so strong that when others won’t give – he takes, often by
force.
When Casey Byrne, in
his twisted mind, transforms into a wolf, the world becomes his hunting ground.
People his prey. The wolf is all-powerful, immortal, and indestructible.
The
killer behind the mask of charm
Slipped Masks was inspired by
several true cases.
Casey Byrne, like the
real-life individuals I researched, is a dangerous narcissistic sociopath.
Narcissist:
a person who is selfish
on a pathological level.
Thinks everything
revolves around them and only cares about themselves and what they can take.
Sociopath:
a person with a destructive
and dangerous personality disorder.
Has no empathy,
conscience, or sense of guilt.
The terrifying reality
is that killers look like everyone else.
Slipped Masks is about how the need
for love and companionship became twisted into obsession, possession, jealousy,
violence and murder.
Casey Byrne, like many
real-life predators, can be charming and attractive.
Intelligent and
engaging.
He weaponizes these
attributes and uses them to lure and ensnare victims.
Byrne is one of the great
pretenders that walk undetected among us.
Behind the mask, he is manipulative,
controlling, possessive, petulant, jealous, spiteful and vicious, with no
regard for other people’s boundaries or the law.
A killer with no
conscience.
He only cares about
what he wants – in the moment.
He doesn’t care who he
has to hurt or kill to get it.
When his relationships
go wrong, he blames his victims and takes no accountability for his own
actions, selfishness, cruelty, and crimes.
Sound familiar?
Motive
… or the lack of.
People kill for
different reasons.
Money.
Hate.
Jealousy.
If they are psychotic,
they may be triggered, or live in a twisted fantasy world
News reports, crime
documentaries, and non-fiction books, remind us of how some people are capable
of committing horrific crimes.
Not all toxic people go
as far as murder, but they are dangerous and destructive.
They are self-absorbed,
driven by jealousy, malice, greed, and rage, capable of destroying lives and
leaving their victims financially, psychologically, and spiritually broken.
In the aftermath,
survivors may experience the debilitating effects of Complex Post Traumatic
Stress Disorder (C-PTSD).
Knowledge enables you
to spot the traits and tell-tale signs that you are in the presence of a
narcissistic sociopath. Many survivors, reflecting on what they went through,
come to the conclusion:
If I had known then what
I know now, I would have had nothing to do with him/her!
When that superficial
mask of charm slips … watch out!
If you are caught in a
controlling, abusive relationship, and you recognize the signs of deceit,
cheating, mind games, and gaslighting … get out!
Help, advice, and a
path to recovery and healing are available.
You are not alone.
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In support of
Narcissistic Abuse awareness and recovery:
June 1st is World Narcissistic Abuse Awareness Day
(WNAAD).
Recommended websites
for research and recovery:
http://www.wnaad.com/
http://flyingmonkeysdenied.com/
http://www.innerintegration.com/
http://www.drgeorgesimon.com/
https://kimsaeed.com/
https://www.psychopathfree.com/
https://eclecticalu.blogspot.com/
http://www.doctor-ramani.com/e
https://micheleleenieves.com/
https://www.thriveafterabuse.com/
https://www.tamiemcoaching.com/
https://addictionrehabtreatment.com/mentalhealth/anxiety/signs-and-symptoms-of-anxiety/
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