When readers ask me how I settled on the plot of my novel, Slipped Masks, the last part of the 1916 poem, The Road Not Taken, by Robert Frost, comes to mind:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
In the first draft of Slipped Masks, I told the story from the point of view of a detective, hired by the family of one of his victims. The detective chased the murderer, found the dead bodies, and theorized over what happened and the killer’s motives.
I completed an outline and hit a block before I even began to write the first draft.
The problem was telling the story this way felt like the road often traveled in this genre: a killer pursued, tracked, eventually captured, his motives revealed.
This earlier version also lacked a presentation of everything pathologically wrong with the killer. I wanted to go to a deeper, darker level than just the discovery of his crimes.
I wanted to get into the killer’s mind and have him narrate his own story to the reader, through the eyes of a man who truly believed he could shapeshift.
Writing the story from this perspective was the road less traveled by.
So, I started over. Scrapped the idea of the pursuing detective, and told the story from Casey Byrne’s first-person standpoint.
The two main themes of Slipped Masks are Clinical Lycanthropy and Malignant Narcissism.
Clinical Lycanthropy is the rare but real delusion that a human can shapeshift into a wolf.
This presents the reader with two questions:
1. If you were insane … would you know it?
2. How would you see the world if you were convinced you could transform into a wolf?
The origins can be found in folklore, mythology, and superstition, with numerous books and movies on the subject.
The condition is now recognized as a form of psychosis, a manifestation of schizophrenia, among other psychological disorders, where the fractured mind and psyche can’t differentiate between reality and hallucination.
A human can’t transform into an animal.
We know it’s impossible.
It’s pure fiction.
Unreal.
However, for those afflicted with Clinical Lycanthropy it is very real.
Pause and consider …
As you read this, you are most likely sitting in a room.
Take a moment to look away from this page.
Look around your room.
You are aware of your surroundings.
Temperature.
Light from either a window, or bulb.
Time of day (or night).
If you are sitting, you will be aware of the seat cushion beneath you, behind your back, and your arm on the rest.
Sensation of the clothes you wear.
Scents.
Sounds.
Each breath you take.
Your sense of self.
Voice of your inner thoughts.
You are fully aware of the world around you and each passing moment.
This is your reality.
How confident are you that everything you see, hear, and feel … is real?
Now consider those afflicted with Clinical Lycanthropy.
Sufferers of this pathological syndrome describe the sensation of their muscles, tissues and bones reshaping. Reconfiguring. The process being intensely painful. Agonizing. Fur sprouting on their bodies, then shedding as they transform back to human form.
They have also described enhanced, super-human abilities:
Hearing and sight.
Night vision.
Thermal vision.
Speed and strength.
Ability to scale walls and defy gravity.
Fast-healing wounds.
Immortality.
They feel, sense, see, all of it.
This is their reality.
In other cases, sufferers reported shape-shifting into different animals or birds.
To some, it’s a way of hiding from the world.
A different species.
A different form.
A disguise.
A mask.
Casey Byrne, as volatile, formidable, sadistic, and lethal as he is, also uses physical and psychological masks.
His deep-rooted inadequacy leads to frustration at the world around him.
He is preoccupied with fantasies of stardom, wealth, power, and fame.
Unable to comprehend that other people have wants and needs of their own.
His narcissistic rage is triggered when others won’t go along and be subservient to his every whim.
When Byrne doesn’t get his own way, he violently lashes out.
He is selfish, petulant, and infantile.
His sense of entitlement is so strong that when others won’t give – he takes, often by force.
When Casey Byrne, in his twisted mind, transforms into a wolf, the world becomes his hunting ground. People his prey. The wolf is all-powerful, immortal, and indestructible.
Slipped Masks was inspired by several true cases.
Casey Byrne, like the real-life individuals I researched, is a dangerous narcissistic sociopath.
Narcissist:
a person who is selfish on a pathological level.
Thinks everything revolves around them and only cares about themselves and what they can take.
Sociopath:
a person with a destructive and dangerous personality disorder.
Has no empathy, conscience, or sense of guilt.
The terrifying reality is that killers look like everyone else.
Slipped Masks is about how the need for love and companionship became twisted into obsession, possession, jealousy, violence and murder.
Casey Byrne, like many real-life predators, can be charming and attractive.
Intelligent and engaging.
He weaponizes these attributes and uses them to lure and ensnare victims.
Byrne is one of the great pretenders that walk undetected among us.
Behind the mask, he is manipulative, controlling, possessive, petulant, jealous, spiteful and vicious, with no regard for other people’s boundaries or the law.
A killer with no conscience.
He only cares about what he wants – in the moment.
He doesn’t care who he has to hurt or kill to get it.
When his relationships go wrong, he blames his victims and takes no accountability for his own actions, selfishness, cruelty, and crimes.
Sound familiar?
People kill for different reasons.
Money.
Hate.
Jealousy.
If they are psychotic, they may be triggered, or live in a twisted fantasy world
News reports, crime documentaries, and non-fiction books, remind us of how some people are capable of committing horrific crimes.
Not all toxic people go as far as murder, but they are dangerous and destructive.
They are self-absorbed, driven by jealousy, malice, greed, and rage, capable of destroying lives and leaving their victims financially, psychologically, and spiritually broken.
In the aftermath, survivors may experience the debilitating effects of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD).
Knowledge enables you to spot the traits and tell-tale signs that you are in the presence of a narcissistic sociopath. Many survivors, reflecting on what they went through, come to the conclusion:
If I had known then what I know now, I would have had nothing to do with him/her!
When that superficial mask of charm slips … watch out!
If you are caught in a controlling, abusive relationship, and you recognize the signs of deceit, cheating, mind games, and gaslighting … get out!
Help, advice, and a path to recovery and healing are available.
You are not alone.
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In support of Narcissistic Abuse awareness and recovery:
June 1st is World Narcissistic Abuse Awareness Day (WNAAD).
Recommended websites for research and recovery:
http://flyingmonkeysdenied.com/
http://www.innerintegration.com/
https://www.psychopathfree.com/
https://eclecticalu.blogspot.com/
http://www.doctor-ramani.com/e
https://www.thriveafterabuse.com/
https://www.tamiemcoaching.com/
https://addictionrehabtreatment.com/mentalhealth/anxiety/signs-and-symptoms-of-anxiety/
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